Showing posts with label libraryofshadows. Show all posts
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Sunday, September 25, 2011

A bleeding heart

The boy shifted uneasily in his chair. The pale quill pen in his hand twitched from side to side and he felt the small breeze from the feather's uncut vanes. Patience was something he'd acquire with time, though he doubted he'd get used to the types of entities that frequented this place.

"So, um, what brings you to the Library?" He tried to be nonchalant as he averted his eyes from the grostesquely elegant form in front of him. A coarse whisper, riddled with some slight cracking, caused his shoulders to tense.

"You are the Writer, are you not, boy?"

He turned to his left and gazed at the Scribe who was here to help him with his first few weeks. He offered no protection from the creature, but the boy knew he was safe anyway. He learned from the past few sessions that no matter how emotional they got, they couldn't hurt him. He looked around. Shelves upon shelves filled with books upon books surrounded the room he was in, yet this was not even close to a significant portion of the Library. Intimidation swelled, and he let out a sigh to relieve the pressure. Seconds dragged on, but there was no real hurry. He was beginning to feel resigned to his fate.

"I am." He eyes danced from the skull of the creature to the uninterested Scribe who was leafing through a tiny grimoire. The robed figure on the sideline didn't intervene anymore, like he had during the training period.

"I'm here to tell my tale."

"I'm, um, I'm still sort of new, so p-please bare with m-me." Nervously, the boy dipped the nib into an inkwell of dark crimson, dabbed and scraped it on the blotting paper, and with a sudden, forced determination, he began to write.

It was a beautiful day and I finally found myself off work. I had woken up early, done a dozen chores, and decided to surprise my wonderful girlfriend with breakfast in bed. Things had been hard for her the past few weeks. Dana had gotten fired because her boss was a womanizer, and we couldn't afford a lawyer to sue. I did my best to keep her spirits up and today was her day to go interview at a few places. The quick breakfast would definitely give her some energy and confidence.

I stepped into the room that I had left only a few short hours ago to find her body mutilated beyond recognition. Blood splatter was everywhere. Thick footsteps lead out of the window that was surrounded by bloody handprints. My tray of food added to the mess on the floor as primal fear entered me.

I rushed to her side and grasped her hands, a few shuddering gasps escaped her mouth. Her panicked, tear-stricken eyes enraged me. Who? Why? How could another human being do this? Blood pooled in her chest, and I could see the inside walls of her lungs. She looked at me for comfort.

"I love you." I told her the only thing I was sure of. She wasn't going to make it. I wasn't going to make it. Her eyes eased their tension, the blood spurting from her slit throat started to slow. Her hands went slack. The image of her stopped heart seared itself into my mind.

The police did all they could, which was absolutely nothing. Clear fingerprints from the windows failed to precipitate a conviction. My resolve failed me. I became a recluse, either locking myself at home or weeping for hours at Dana's grave. It lasted for weeks, until I showed up at the cemetery to see a girl by her headstone. I didn't take kindly to the violation of my privacy and said some rash things. She made the horrible mistake of blurting out that she was glad that my girlfriend died. Apparently she wanted to be my lover. I pushed her away and ran home.

I was in such a horrible funk that I didn't even notice the storm. A million warning sounds would have tipped me off, but in my grief I ignored them all. When the darkness congealed in front of my freshly-snuffed fireplace, my blood didn't run cold; it had already been frozen from weeks of loss. The creature of darkness sneered at me and I welcomed my death. I didn't satisfy it with screams when it took its snake-laden hair to my back, its misaligned teeth sinking into my flesh. The poison seared my skin and boiled in my veins, and I weeped happily as the creature drank my blood. Unfortunately, I wouldn't find relief.

"Oh you won't die. I've felt your anger. I know your misery. I feel compassionate for you." The words were spat out with a horrid mixture of delight and contempt. "You'll soon look like me, and then you, too, can feast off of puny mortal lives." It cackled. In my anger, my madness, I found myself cackling, too.

I had been watching him for days. My new instincts told me he was the one behind Dana's death. He may have been enraged by his fourth girlfriend's cheating, but the prick took it out on the only one I had ever truly loved by firing her. Then he killed her. I stalked him from the shadows. I tortured him with noises in the night. I misplaced the things in his house while he slept. He slowly started to grow paranoid. The thought of his heart beating faster made me smile as my game advanced.

One night, he came home alone and I knew it was time. I stretched myself out; the cobras and vipers in my hair hissed and dripped venom. Every lightbulb in the house shattered as I screeched with my new vocal chords. I was happy. I pulled myself fully into the world inside his closet, and I slowly pushed open the door. I saw his eyes widen in time with the creak.

"OH GOD, NO! WHAT-"

He fell silent because my happiness got the better of me and I grinned too wide. The sharp teeth glistened in the dim moonlight casting reflections on the floor.

"You bastard, you killed her. You mutilated her. Your fucking handprints were on the window and you got away. I'm really going to enjoy this."

His fear multiplied as understanding flooded his mind. I felt my cheeks pull even tighter and wrinkled "skin" around my gaping eye sockets gave away my pleasure.

"I'm sorry. I'm soo soo sooorrryy.." He wailed and cried. He begged. I waited patiently, savoring his impotence.

"There's no mercy for the likes of you." I moved forwards and brought my claws up to his face. I lifted him up and punched holes in his cheeks. It was amusing to watch him wet himself. I truly delighted in his misery, and then I felt the hunger. I flexed my neck and my hair fanned out, my Gorgon-like visage inspiring even more terror. I sunk my teeth into his shoulder. I felt the tendons snap, the muscles creak against each other. His scream resounded in the night. I relished each bone as it broke and cracked in my jaws. He screams doubled as the snakes plucked his eyes and tongue out. I felt his organs squish like soft fruits or cooked beans in my mouth. I loved the succulent taste of his iron-enriched meat as his spirit slowly and agonizingly left his body.

But it wasn't enough. It only enraged me more. In my anger, I spent a week throwing that girl from the cemetery into madness. I sinfully tasted her beautiful body I feasted on her meat, and still it did not satiate me. I was bound by blood-lust. Time passed and I ate. No child was safe from his closet, no mother safe from her creaking attic, and no college students safe from the dark corners of their basement apartments.

At some point, I realized that I was alone in my anger. My hunger was beyond insatiable now and I fought against my new instincts. I had hold on to some semblance of reason. I decided to visit her grave one moon-less night. I dug out her corpse and held her decaying remains. I wanted it to end once again and I had no way out. I screeched and cried, and fed on her sickly sweet and sour rotting flesh. I decided to leave her heart intact, the memory of it still seared into my demonic mind. She was gone and I hoped the rest of her body would end the ravenous hunger that I felt.

I set her femur bone aside for dessert.

While sucking the putrifying cartilage off of her sternum, I suddenly heard a screech that made me go numb. No fear, no panic, just numbness. For the first time since her death, I stopped feeling. I wasn't depressed, I wasn't joyous, and I no longer had the desire for senseless violence. The piercing sound formed a song, and a gigantic raven-like figure formed out of the darkness.

"You have found your key, Feaster. Come with me."

"What?" My dumb-struck response painted Irritation on the bird-thing's face.

"You found your key. I'm here to guide you to your door. Let's go." He was impatient and it was rude.

"I didn't know I needed a key. I didn't know there was a door. I was bloody killed by fucking Medusa or something. Don't sit there and expect me to know what's going on." Anger once again coursed through me, though it took some kind of effort. I was tired of everything. Nothing made any sense, and I was done with not understanding. With gritted teeth, I said, "Explain everything to me. Now."

"Who are you to make demands of me? I'm the one offering your freedom. If you want it, you better-"

"I'm quite content to feast on your flesh, raven. Lose the attitude, NOW, and talk." Another screech pierced the air, but I didn't flinch. I had successfully ruffled his feathers with my empty threat.

"Fine. You're lost to shadow. A Feaster took delight in turning you to your wretched-"

"Watch it!"

"-self, instead of killing you. You're one of them now, but your sorrow over your lost mate has kept you somewhat sane. If you have any sense, you'll move on instead of going on and killing things savagely. To do that, you need a key and door, one of which you found already."

"And what is the key exactly?"

"The heart sitting in front of you. It varies from person to person. Most who die in this kind of anguish never find their keys and are left wandering the earth forever. You're lucky you found your key. Now let me take you to your door so this can be done with."

I placed Dana's heart in the small tear in space, and suddenly it opened wide. I faced the void in front of me with hesitation. It didn't instill me with fear, but it wasn't soft and warm, either. Darkness lay beyond, and uncertainty. I started forwards, and stuck my head in.

No words can accurately describe what I saw, except maybe "understanding." It was stark and full. I saw things no one should have to see, things that everyone should see, and things that could never be known. I was tempted to lose myself in it. The image of her heart floated by and my sorrow held me back. This wasn't right. If she moved on, then I was happy enough. But what about the others who couldn't? Why should they be left behind? Worse, what if they were like me?

I stepped back through the door, staring at my raven companion as he came into view. I saw his eyes grow wide and his beaked jaw drop. My glowing eyes reflected in his dark ones.

"How.. How did you come back out?"

"Raven, my will is strong. My sorrow is deep. I know the power of understanding will leave me, but while I still have it, I am choosing to make a difference." I used the energy of knowledge to cleanse myself. I ditched the snake-hair, got rid of the claws and teeth. I took a more human shape, and gave myself wings of darkness and robes of shadow. I clutched the femur in my right hand and it contorted, becoming a flute. To complete the ensemble, I took the sternum in my left hand and fashioned it into a key.

"What are you doing.. How can a Feaster change? I don't understand." The bleak raven wilted with confusion. It was a long time since the ancient bird felt weak compared to anything.

"I am the Keymaster. Go, and tell your kind to expect a lot more people looking for doors."

The quill slid softly across the thin paper as the skeletal monstrosity talked on. The boy's ink drew the femoral flute that lead wandering souls toward their keys. The Keymaster fell to silence, and the boy finished adding the tale to the Library's collection. The dulled nib was cleaned and the quill set aside.

"Keymaster, I understand that I'm neither alive or dead."

"Yes, boy. I cannot help you find your key, if that's what you're wondering." He obviously knew what the boy would ask.

The Writer slumped down. The story had burgeoned his hope for an escape, but it was true: he had nowhere to go. Despite knowing the circumstances, this was the first time his fate actually felt sealed.

"Don't be so down. Your time will come, I know that much. You're doing more important work than you know." The Keymaster's eyes suddenly dimmed. His ancient-looking brow furled a bit. He watched the boy continue to avoid looking at him.

The Keymaster watched on as the Writer cut the quill with a knife. "Is it dull already, boy?"

"Yeah, these quills need to be cut after every session. They're a real pain." Sullenly, the knife scraped forward over and over again.

"I feel for you, boy, and I'm sorry I can't help you..."

The Writer nodded, blinking back a few tears. While he could write well, he clearly wasn't adjusted to the idea of his new job. The skeleton reach down to his side and plucked a feather from his wing.

"You may not know why yet, but trust me, it's important for you to be here. Take this gift." He held out the black feather with a broad, sharp tip at its end.

"You don't need to cut it, and it'll never dull." The boy was caught off-guard. He looked up into the the skeleton's eyes.

"Thank you, Keymaster."


I caught a post over on r/Creepy the other day, and it really inspired me. Here's a link to the pic: The Keymaster

Hope you guys enjoyed it. I'm working my way forward towards more scary stuff.



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We're not all bad.

The reek of rotting cadavers went unnoticed as the boy begged for his life. Darkness poured through the supernaturally isolated bedroom of the 13-year-old, wrapping him in numbness. Blood, dripping ever so slowly, made a pool in the carpet in front of his face. These weren't hallucinations; he'd learned that with difficulty. His hips were twisted the wrong way, and he could no longer move them.

The pain was gone, but he wished the fear would end. He silently prayed for the tall, dark, cackling figure to bring his unearthly hand down on his neck. The scythes of his fingers would make his anxiety vanish without a trace. He envied his older brother, whose silently grimacing head was a mere two feet away from the mangled remains of his body.

Suddenly, a burst of darkness entered the room. The boy didn't know how it could possibly get darker, but his heart was filled with hope. The end was surely near. He heard the gasp of the monstrous entity and the whistling of the makeshift blades, and suddenly -

Nothing.

He whimpered, begging for his death. I'm being toyed with. Why, God, why? A resounding thud landed next to him, and against his better judgment, he looked into the decaying, worm-infested eyes of the beast.

"You can get up now. I have work to do."

Barely as loud as a whisper, yet without any trepidation, the sultry voice shocked his fragile little mind.

"Do you want your brother back, or not?"

Reason was long lost already. There was no logic in how the Shadowman did what he did. He numbly got up and all emotion drained from his face - except for the ever-present terror, of course. He stifled a scream when he saw her.

There, not two steps away, was another Shadow. Her lithe hands held the decapitated head of his beloved older sibling, and her eyes had the same decayed look. The slim body seemed to make the darkness heavier. Skulls adorned her thin waist like a belt. Only a pale bone-colored sword, dripping with a hissing viscous ichor, broke the empty blackness of her form. The words escaped his lips without even registering in his shattered psyche.

"Please, just kill me. Don't toy with me, like he did."

With nonchalance, she asked, "What did he do?"

Her question was what finally returned his emotion back to him. He relived the sordid details in his mind of the mumbled shout that awoke him. He saw the grinning shark-like teeth of the dark figure as it stared at his soon-to-be feast. He remembered the shocked, tortured agony of his brother as the thing flayed his skin, coaxed his muscles to dance unnaturally, and finally dropped him on the ground. He felt the rush as he ran into the corner, watching the suddenly summoned corpses feasting on the body of his sibling. He heard his screams and pleas for mercy. He saw the joy on the monster's face as he hewed the head clean off of his neck.

The corpses had fallen where they were, inanimate again, and then he had felt his back twist painfully. He had screamed and then he had felt it break.

But I'm standing now. Confusion knocked him out of his memories as he stared down at his restored body.

"I fixed that for you. You couldn't get out of my way until you could walk, could you?" The question was meant to be rhetorical, but it did nothing to lighten the mood.

"What.. How.. " The questions tumbled nonsensically out of his mouth until he picked the one that seemed most appropriate. "Why are you doing this?"

"We're not all bad, you know. I can see why you'd think that, why you humans always assume, but... Look, I killed the Shadowman, for you, didn't I?"

He nodded stupidly.

"I fixed your back, right?"

He nodded stupidly.

"I put your brother's head back on..." Her intonation rose, and she blathered on a bit, be didn't hear her anymore. He looked down and saw his brother back in his bed. There was no blood, no remnants of rotting flesh, and he heard a soft snoring fill the room.

"Listen, kid. I know: you don't get it. But you will. Just give me a second to finish up. You may want to whisper a goodbye to your parents while I'm busy."

Anger filled his blood. If she brought his brother back, then what the hell did she mean "whisper goodbye?"

"Stop toying with me."

She sighed, dropping the carcass of the nightmare back onto the floor, its viscous internals spilling. "Okay. I need to get rid of this thing soon, before others come looking for him and find you. Your brother's back, he's sleeping, and he won't remember a thing. You.." She held her chin for a moment, thinking. Her finger tapped her lips. Seconds turned into hours.

"You're not going to kill me."

"No, I'm not going to kill you. The problem is this: you weren't dead. I timed it wrong. I was supposed to kill him just as he killed you. Then, I could bring you back like I did your brother, and turn his body in for the reward before he even knew I was after him.

"But I messed up, see? You weren't dead, and I kind of, sort of, had to fix you. You're not dead but you're not alive anymore, either. And you can't stay here, because others will come after you. If you were begging for death before..."

His stomach turned as she trailed off. It was too much to understand, too much and all at once. "So what's gonna happen to me?"

"I'm taking you with me. You don't really have much of a choice. I can't stand to let them turn you into something worse, and even if they weren't looking for you, I couldn't let you stay here, aimless for all eternity. Go, say goodbye to your family and meet me downstairs in the living room."

"Sure you don't need more time? Right. Well, I think I know of a place that could use some help. It's some place safe for you where you can be useful. You like to be useful, right? Good.

"You can't tell now, but the creatures of the darkness... Well, like I said, we're not all bad. As time goes on and you become one of us, you'll be able to tell the good ones from the bad ones. The only problem for you is that you're going to have to learn quickly. If you don't accept the facts fast enough, you'll go crazy and turn into one of...

"Just learn fast, okay? There's a library out there, in the darkness and shadow. Nestled in a back corner, there's a neglected little section that someday will become very important. There are books there that immortalize the words of those who have turned, those who were lost. You'll be writing adding to them. Virtuous or evil, sullen or enraged, they'll come to you to tell you their tales. You can talk to them, ask questions, whatever. That library is different. No one knows how or why, but it just is. You don't have to worry though. I turned you, for better or for worse, and as long as you stay in it, you'll be safe.

Her arm languorously rose and a shadow split the air in from of them. He took one last covetous look at his former home.

"Will they even remember me?"

"Not until after they die." His eyes started to tear. "Everyone dies at some point, or else they become like us. For better or worse, when that happens, they'll remember." For the first time in ages, she felt sympathy for another being. She'd never had to deal with one turned to the good side at such a young age.

"I'll be by to check on you from time to time, okay? You're my responsibility now. I might bring some creatures to you so you can write their stories, too. It's really not all bad. Just learn as much as you can, stay useful, and you'll be fine."

Her cold, slimy arm slid across his shoulders. What perhaps ten minutes ago would have purged the contents of his stomach was now, strangely, bringing him comfort. Tears rolled down his eyes, and he embraced her, a new big sister to him and the only family he now belonged with.

"It'll be okay." The cold, barren remains of her heart somehow oozed. After fighting for so long, it was nice to feel a little something other than anger, fear, and contempt. She patted his back slowly, speaking in that almost-whispering voice of hers, and guided him into the black empty portal.



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