Sunday, September 25, 2011

A bleeding heart

The boy shifted uneasily in his chair. The pale quill pen in his hand twitched from side to side and he felt the small breeze from the feather's uncut vanes. Patience was something he'd acquire with time, though he doubted he'd get used to the types of entities that frequented this place.

"So, um, what brings you to the Library?" He tried to be nonchalant as he averted his eyes from the grostesquely elegant form in front of him. A coarse whisper, riddled with some slight cracking, caused his shoulders to tense.

"You are the Writer, are you not, boy?"

He turned to his left and gazed at the Scribe who was here to help him with his first few weeks. He offered no protection from the creature, but the boy knew he was safe anyway. He learned from the past few sessions that no matter how emotional they got, they couldn't hurt him. He looked around. Shelves upon shelves filled with books upon books surrounded the room he was in, yet this was not even close to a significant portion of the Library. Intimidation swelled, and he let out a sigh to relieve the pressure. Seconds dragged on, but there was no real hurry. He was beginning to feel resigned to his fate.

"I am." He eyes danced from the skull of the creature to the uninterested Scribe who was leafing through a tiny grimoire. The robed figure on the sideline didn't intervene anymore, like he had during the training period.

"I'm here to tell my tale."

"I'm, um, I'm still sort of new, so p-please bare with m-me." Nervously, the boy dipped the nib into an inkwell of dark crimson, dabbed and scraped it on the blotting paper, and with a sudden, forced determination, he began to write.

It was a beautiful day and I finally found myself off work. I had woken up early, done a dozen chores, and decided to surprise my wonderful girlfriend with breakfast in bed. Things had been hard for her the past few weeks. Dana had gotten fired because her boss was a womanizer, and we couldn't afford a lawyer to sue. I did my best to keep her spirits up and today was her day to go interview at a few places. The quick breakfast would definitely give her some energy and confidence.

I stepped into the room that I had left only a few short hours ago to find her body mutilated beyond recognition. Blood splatter was everywhere. Thick footsteps lead out of the window that was surrounded by bloody handprints. My tray of food added to the mess on the floor as primal fear entered me.

I rushed to her side and grasped her hands, a few shuddering gasps escaped her mouth. Her panicked, tear-stricken eyes enraged me. Who? Why? How could another human being do this? Blood pooled in her chest, and I could see the inside walls of her lungs. She looked at me for comfort.

"I love you." I told her the only thing I was sure of. She wasn't going to make it. I wasn't going to make it. Her eyes eased their tension, the blood spurting from her slit throat started to slow. Her hands went slack. The image of her stopped heart seared itself into my mind.

The police did all they could, which was absolutely nothing. Clear fingerprints from the windows failed to precipitate a conviction. My resolve failed me. I became a recluse, either locking myself at home or weeping for hours at Dana's grave. It lasted for weeks, until I showed up at the cemetery to see a girl by her headstone. I didn't take kindly to the violation of my privacy and said some rash things. She made the horrible mistake of blurting out that she was glad that my girlfriend died. Apparently she wanted to be my lover. I pushed her away and ran home.

I was in such a horrible funk that I didn't even notice the storm. A million warning sounds would have tipped me off, but in my grief I ignored them all. When the darkness congealed in front of my freshly-snuffed fireplace, my blood didn't run cold; it had already been frozen from weeks of loss. The creature of darkness sneered at me and I welcomed my death. I didn't satisfy it with screams when it took its snake-laden hair to my back, its misaligned teeth sinking into my flesh. The poison seared my skin and boiled in my veins, and I weeped happily as the creature drank my blood. Unfortunately, I wouldn't find relief.

"Oh you won't die. I've felt your anger. I know your misery. I feel compassionate for you." The words were spat out with a horrid mixture of delight and contempt. "You'll soon look like me, and then you, too, can feast off of puny mortal lives." It cackled. In my anger, my madness, I found myself cackling, too.

I had been watching him for days. My new instincts told me he was the one behind Dana's death. He may have been enraged by his fourth girlfriend's cheating, but the prick took it out on the only one I had ever truly loved by firing her. Then he killed her. I stalked him from the shadows. I tortured him with noises in the night. I misplaced the things in his house while he slept. He slowly started to grow paranoid. The thought of his heart beating faster made me smile as my game advanced.

One night, he came home alone and I knew it was time. I stretched myself out; the cobras and vipers in my hair hissed and dripped venom. Every lightbulb in the house shattered as I screeched with my new vocal chords. I was happy. I pulled myself fully into the world inside his closet, and I slowly pushed open the door. I saw his eyes widen in time with the creak.

"OH GOD, NO! WHAT-"

He fell silent because my happiness got the better of me and I grinned too wide. The sharp teeth glistened in the dim moonlight casting reflections on the floor.

"You bastard, you killed her. You mutilated her. Your fucking handprints were on the window and you got away. I'm really going to enjoy this."

His fear multiplied as understanding flooded his mind. I felt my cheeks pull even tighter and wrinkled "skin" around my gaping eye sockets gave away my pleasure.

"I'm sorry. I'm soo soo sooorrryy.." He wailed and cried. He begged. I waited patiently, savoring his impotence.

"There's no mercy for the likes of you." I moved forwards and brought my claws up to his face. I lifted him up and punched holes in his cheeks. It was amusing to watch him wet himself. I truly delighted in his misery, and then I felt the hunger. I flexed my neck and my hair fanned out, my Gorgon-like visage inspiring even more terror. I sunk my teeth into his shoulder. I felt the tendons snap, the muscles creak against each other. His scream resounded in the night. I relished each bone as it broke and cracked in my jaws. He screams doubled as the snakes plucked his eyes and tongue out. I felt his organs squish like soft fruits or cooked beans in my mouth. I loved the succulent taste of his iron-enriched meat as his spirit slowly and agonizingly left his body.

But it wasn't enough. It only enraged me more. In my anger, I spent a week throwing that girl from the cemetery into madness. I sinfully tasted her beautiful body I feasted on her meat, and still it did not satiate me. I was bound by blood-lust. Time passed and I ate. No child was safe from his closet, no mother safe from her creaking attic, and no college students safe from the dark corners of their basement apartments.

At some point, I realized that I was alone in my anger. My hunger was beyond insatiable now and I fought against my new instincts. I had hold on to some semblance of reason. I decided to visit her grave one moon-less night. I dug out her corpse and held her decaying remains. I wanted it to end once again and I had no way out. I screeched and cried, and fed on her sickly sweet and sour rotting flesh. I decided to leave her heart intact, the memory of it still seared into my demonic mind. She was gone and I hoped the rest of her body would end the ravenous hunger that I felt.

I set her femur bone aside for dessert.

While sucking the putrifying cartilage off of her sternum, I suddenly heard a screech that made me go numb. No fear, no panic, just numbness. For the first time since her death, I stopped feeling. I wasn't depressed, I wasn't joyous, and I no longer had the desire for senseless violence. The piercing sound formed a song, and a gigantic raven-like figure formed out of the darkness.

"You have found your key, Feaster. Come with me."

"What?" My dumb-struck response painted Irritation on the bird-thing's face.

"You found your key. I'm here to guide you to your door. Let's go." He was impatient and it was rude.

"I didn't know I needed a key. I didn't know there was a door. I was bloody killed by fucking Medusa or something. Don't sit there and expect me to know what's going on." Anger once again coursed through me, though it took some kind of effort. I was tired of everything. Nothing made any sense, and I was done with not understanding. With gritted teeth, I said, "Explain everything to me. Now."

"Who are you to make demands of me? I'm the one offering your freedom. If you want it, you better-"

"I'm quite content to feast on your flesh, raven. Lose the attitude, NOW, and talk." Another screech pierced the air, but I didn't flinch. I had successfully ruffled his feathers with my empty threat.

"Fine. You're lost to shadow. A Feaster took delight in turning you to your wretched-"

"Watch it!"

"-self, instead of killing you. You're one of them now, but your sorrow over your lost mate has kept you somewhat sane. If you have any sense, you'll move on instead of going on and killing things savagely. To do that, you need a key and door, one of which you found already."

"And what is the key exactly?"

"The heart sitting in front of you. It varies from person to person. Most who die in this kind of anguish never find their keys and are left wandering the earth forever. You're lucky you found your key. Now let me take you to your door so this can be done with."

I placed Dana's heart in the small tear in space, and suddenly it opened wide. I faced the void in front of me with hesitation. It didn't instill me with fear, but it wasn't soft and warm, either. Darkness lay beyond, and uncertainty. I started forwards, and stuck my head in.

No words can accurately describe what I saw, except maybe "understanding." It was stark and full. I saw things no one should have to see, things that everyone should see, and things that could never be known. I was tempted to lose myself in it. The image of her heart floated by and my sorrow held me back. This wasn't right. If she moved on, then I was happy enough. But what about the others who couldn't? Why should they be left behind? Worse, what if they were like me?

I stepped back through the door, staring at my raven companion as he came into view. I saw his eyes grow wide and his beaked jaw drop. My glowing eyes reflected in his dark ones.

"How.. How did you come back out?"

"Raven, my will is strong. My sorrow is deep. I know the power of understanding will leave me, but while I still have it, I am choosing to make a difference." I used the energy of knowledge to cleanse myself. I ditched the snake-hair, got rid of the claws and teeth. I took a more human shape, and gave myself wings of darkness and robes of shadow. I clutched the femur in my right hand and it contorted, becoming a flute. To complete the ensemble, I took the sternum in my left hand and fashioned it into a key.

"What are you doing.. How can a Feaster change? I don't understand." The bleak raven wilted with confusion. It was a long time since the ancient bird felt weak compared to anything.

"I am the Keymaster. Go, and tell your kind to expect a lot more people looking for doors."

The quill slid softly across the thin paper as the skeletal monstrosity talked on. The boy's ink drew the femoral flute that lead wandering souls toward their keys. The Keymaster fell to silence, and the boy finished adding the tale to the Library's collection. The dulled nib was cleaned and the quill set aside.

"Keymaster, I understand that I'm neither alive or dead."

"Yes, boy. I cannot help you find your key, if that's what you're wondering." He obviously knew what the boy would ask.

The Writer slumped down. The story had burgeoned his hope for an escape, but it was true: he had nowhere to go. Despite knowing the circumstances, this was the first time his fate actually felt sealed.

"Don't be so down. Your time will come, I know that much. You're doing more important work than you know." The Keymaster's eyes suddenly dimmed. His ancient-looking brow furled a bit. He watched the boy continue to avoid looking at him.

The Keymaster watched on as the Writer cut the quill with a knife. "Is it dull already, boy?"

"Yeah, these quills need to be cut after every session. They're a real pain." Sullenly, the knife scraped forward over and over again.

"I feel for you, boy, and I'm sorry I can't help you..."

The Writer nodded, blinking back a few tears. While he could write well, he clearly wasn't adjusted to the idea of his new job. The skeleton reach down to his side and plucked a feather from his wing.

"You may not know why yet, but trust me, it's important for you to be here. Take this gift." He held out the black feather with a broad, sharp tip at its end.

"You don't need to cut it, and it'll never dull." The boy was caught off-guard. He looked up into the the skeleton's eyes.

"Thank you, Keymaster."


I caught a post over on r/Creepy the other day, and it really inspired me. Here's a link to the pic: The Keymaster

Hope you guys enjoyed it. I'm working my way forward towards more scary stuff.



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We're not all bad.

The reek of rotting cadavers went unnoticed as the boy begged for his life. Darkness poured through the supernaturally isolated bedroom of the 13-year-old, wrapping him in numbness. Blood, dripping ever so slowly, made a pool in the carpet in front of his face. These weren't hallucinations; he'd learned that with difficulty. His hips were twisted the wrong way, and he could no longer move them.

The pain was gone, but he wished the fear would end. He silently prayed for the tall, dark, cackling figure to bring his unearthly hand down on his neck. The scythes of his fingers would make his anxiety vanish without a trace. He envied his older brother, whose silently grimacing head was a mere two feet away from the mangled remains of his body.

Suddenly, a burst of darkness entered the room. The boy didn't know how it could possibly get darker, but his heart was filled with hope. The end was surely near. He heard the gasp of the monstrous entity and the whistling of the makeshift blades, and suddenly -

Nothing.

He whimpered, begging for his death. I'm being toyed with. Why, God, why? A resounding thud landed next to him, and against his better judgment, he looked into the decaying, worm-infested eyes of the beast.

"You can get up now. I have work to do."

Barely as loud as a whisper, yet without any trepidation, the sultry voice shocked his fragile little mind.

"Do you want your brother back, or not?"

Reason was long lost already. There was no logic in how the Shadowman did what he did. He numbly got up and all emotion drained from his face - except for the ever-present terror, of course. He stifled a scream when he saw her.

There, not two steps away, was another Shadow. Her lithe hands held the decapitated head of his beloved older sibling, and her eyes had the same decayed look. The slim body seemed to make the darkness heavier. Skulls adorned her thin waist like a belt. Only a pale bone-colored sword, dripping with a hissing viscous ichor, broke the empty blackness of her form. The words escaped his lips without even registering in his shattered psyche.

"Please, just kill me. Don't toy with me, like he did."

With nonchalance, she asked, "What did he do?"

Her question was what finally returned his emotion back to him. He relived the sordid details in his mind of the mumbled shout that awoke him. He saw the grinning shark-like teeth of the dark figure as it stared at his soon-to-be feast. He remembered the shocked, tortured agony of his brother as the thing flayed his skin, coaxed his muscles to dance unnaturally, and finally dropped him on the ground. He felt the rush as he ran into the corner, watching the suddenly summoned corpses feasting on the body of his sibling. He heard his screams and pleas for mercy. He saw the joy on the monster's face as he hewed the head clean off of his neck.

The corpses had fallen where they were, inanimate again, and then he had felt his back twist painfully. He had screamed and then he had felt it break.

But I'm standing now. Confusion knocked him out of his memories as he stared down at his restored body.

"I fixed that for you. You couldn't get out of my way until you could walk, could you?" The question was meant to be rhetorical, but it did nothing to lighten the mood.

"What.. How.. " The questions tumbled nonsensically out of his mouth until he picked the one that seemed most appropriate. "Why are you doing this?"

"We're not all bad, you know. I can see why you'd think that, why you humans always assume, but... Look, I killed the Shadowman, for you, didn't I?"

He nodded stupidly.

"I fixed your back, right?"

He nodded stupidly.

"I put your brother's head back on..." Her intonation rose, and she blathered on a bit, be didn't hear her anymore. He looked down and saw his brother back in his bed. There was no blood, no remnants of rotting flesh, and he heard a soft snoring fill the room.

"Listen, kid. I know: you don't get it. But you will. Just give me a second to finish up. You may want to whisper a goodbye to your parents while I'm busy."

Anger filled his blood. If she brought his brother back, then what the hell did she mean "whisper goodbye?"

"Stop toying with me."

She sighed, dropping the carcass of the nightmare back onto the floor, its viscous internals spilling. "Okay. I need to get rid of this thing soon, before others come looking for him and find you. Your brother's back, he's sleeping, and he won't remember a thing. You.." She held her chin for a moment, thinking. Her finger tapped her lips. Seconds turned into hours.

"You're not going to kill me."

"No, I'm not going to kill you. The problem is this: you weren't dead. I timed it wrong. I was supposed to kill him just as he killed you. Then, I could bring you back like I did your brother, and turn his body in for the reward before he even knew I was after him.

"But I messed up, see? You weren't dead, and I kind of, sort of, had to fix you. You're not dead but you're not alive anymore, either. And you can't stay here, because others will come after you. If you were begging for death before..."

His stomach turned as she trailed off. It was too much to understand, too much and all at once. "So what's gonna happen to me?"

"I'm taking you with me. You don't really have much of a choice. I can't stand to let them turn you into something worse, and even if they weren't looking for you, I couldn't let you stay here, aimless for all eternity. Go, say goodbye to your family and meet me downstairs in the living room."

"Sure you don't need more time? Right. Well, I think I know of a place that could use some help. It's some place safe for you where you can be useful. You like to be useful, right? Good.

"You can't tell now, but the creatures of the darkness... Well, like I said, we're not all bad. As time goes on and you become one of us, you'll be able to tell the good ones from the bad ones. The only problem for you is that you're going to have to learn quickly. If you don't accept the facts fast enough, you'll go crazy and turn into one of...

"Just learn fast, okay? There's a library out there, in the darkness and shadow. Nestled in a back corner, there's a neglected little section that someday will become very important. There are books there that immortalize the words of those who have turned, those who were lost. You'll be writing adding to them. Virtuous or evil, sullen or enraged, they'll come to you to tell you their tales. You can talk to them, ask questions, whatever. That library is different. No one knows how or why, but it just is. You don't have to worry though. I turned you, for better or for worse, and as long as you stay in it, you'll be safe.

Her arm languorously rose and a shadow split the air in from of them. He took one last covetous look at his former home.

"Will they even remember me?"

"Not until after they die." His eyes started to tear. "Everyone dies at some point, or else they become like us. For better or worse, when that happens, they'll remember." For the first time in ages, she felt sympathy for another being. She'd never had to deal with one turned to the good side at such a young age.

"I'll be by to check on you from time to time, okay? You're my responsibility now. I might bring some creatures to you so you can write their stories, too. It's really not all bad. Just learn as much as you can, stay useful, and you'll be fine."

Her cold, slimy arm slid across his shoulders. What perhaps ten minutes ago would have purged the contents of his stomach was now, strangely, bringing him comfort. Tears rolled down his eyes, and he embraced her, a new big sister to him and the only family he now belonged with.

"It'll be okay." The cold, barren remains of her heart somehow oozed. After fighting for so long, it was nice to feel a little something other than anger, fear, and contempt. She patted his back slowly, speaking in that almost-whispering voice of hers, and guided him into the black empty portal.



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"I have to meet him tonight"

Last time, I mentioned how I visited some of my family in a small village in India, only to be accosted by a spirit on the way home. Well, about four years later, my family made another trip back to India and I was looking forward to spending some time with my cousins, especially Gopal.

It turns out that Gopal had decided to move to another village close-by to help them out with a few problems. Gopal was pretty smart and really handy around farm equipment and machinery, and he ended up working on some of their cars and other machines. At any rate, he wasn't really around much, which was a bit of a disappointment to me. Instead of staying at his place with his dad, we ended up staying with one of my mom's uncle's, Viru.

We all got along great with my mom's Viru-mama. (Most Indian languages have different names for your four kinds of aunts and uncles. 'Mama' is your mother's brother, and 'mami' is his wife.) He was actually only about ten years older than my mom, so all of us kids called him 'mama,' too. His wife was really awesome, like a second mother, and her name was Sushila. He was really down-to-earth. His older son, Kalpit (about 32), daughter-in-law Jaya (about 30, Kalpit's wife), his younger son Bankim (about 26), and daughter-in-law Prabha (about 26, Bankim's wife) all lived with him. He had a pretty spacious house and though the village wasn't a farming one, they did grow a lot of their own stuff themselves. Kalpit and Bankim were pretty ripped from doing a lot of work outside.

We all got along well despite my brother and I being much younger than them, and we spent a lot of nights playing card games into the wee hours of the morning. Usually Bankim and Prabha would be up with us, but Kalpit and Jaya would go to bed early. Kalpit would usually take care of the earlier chores, and Jaya took care of breakfast, now that Sushila was getting older. Since they had a nice sized family, everything was pretty well-managing in shifts and things got done easily, at least until some children came into the picture a year or two later.

Well, we joked and teased my family back and forth, especially since Jaya and Kalpit hadn't had any kids and they were 30 (well-past the normal age in rural India). They laughed along saying they'd get to it and so forth, but something seemed amiss. My dad seemed to notice it first, but wouldn't really say anything. My mom talked to Sushila-mami the next day and then told us not to tease them so much. They had had some problems in that area, miscarriages and so forth.

Jaya was pretty skinny. She wasn't malnourished, but she had a really high metabolism and she was also a little on this shorter side, only about 5'3" (1.6m), and it seemed that this was the root of the problem. After we found out, we started to try to help by getting her to eat some more, drink more water and milk, and in general offer some emotional support. I got really close to her and she felt like she could confide some her fears and secrets to me, and over a few days she seemed to be in higher spirits.

A few nights before we were supposed to leave, we were all up late playing cards and eating some home-made sweets when Jaya just up and drops her glass of milk. Indian household (especially rustic ones) often use metal plates (called thaalis) and cups, so when it fell, out rang this metallic clang and hum. The milk was everywhere and we all turned to see Jaya slumped on the floor.

Kalpit and I rushed over and lifted her by her arms and put her back on her chair. Her head lolled. Prabha went to get some cool water and Viru-mama helped us move her over to the sofa, which was more like a daybed. Sushila-mami sprinkled some water on her since she was burning with a fever, and she suddenly screeched.

Her eyes snapped open and she flicked her arm away, pushing me several feet in the opposite direction. I looked back and she didn't really look like herself anymore. Bankim had taken my spot, at her hand, but he was holding her down now, as was Kalpit. A look of sadness filled both of their faces. Prabha told my parents and my brother to check on me, and to stay back. Sushila-mami brought out a book from somewhere and Prabha brought some holy water (from the Ganges).

Apparently, they were used to this scene. I watched on, as Jaya started screeching and thriving on the bed, trying desperately to throw off Kalpit and Bankim. Prabha started chanting from the book, tears streaming down her cheeks. It was a collection of some hymns, a few I knew from the Rig Veda, some parts from the Bhagavad Gita. I had started studying some Sanskrit at the time, enough to the point where I could recognize some of the verses here and there.

All through this, Jaya kept shouting and screaming.

"SHHHHHHEEEEEEEEERRR!!! SSSSHHHHHHEEEEEEEERRR!!"

Like I said, she was on the small-side. Bankim and Kalpit should have easily been able to hold her down, but she used some ridiculous strength to fight them. She actually managed to throw off Kalpit at one point and was working on Bankim when I ran up and tried to help restrain her. Up close, even I could feel her intensity. Then I noticed her eyes.

Jaya, like most native Indians, had brown eyes. Big, beautiful brown eyes. Only what I was looking at weren't brown. They were a bright, brilliant blue. Her eye color had changed completely. And in that spotless, brilliant blue, I didn't see rage or anger, I saw fear.

Then Prabha started chanting the Hanuman Chalisa, and Sushila started to sprinkle some Ganga jal on to her every so often, and she immediately started writhing a bit. She had severely calmed down, but she kept rocking her head and limbs back and forth, mumbling softly.

"The worst of it is over," Kalpit said, as he let her go. Her arm slumped down, though our Jaya wasn't back. I looked up at him, stunned, and he said, "It's been like this since we started to try for kids. Every so often, she goes into these fits. Prabha's Sanskrit is good, so she chants some prayers, and she calms down. Eventually Jaya comes back and she's fine for a few months."

He dejectedly sat down. My mom, being ever the pragmatic one, asked, "What is she saying?"

Viru-mama said, "We don't know. We can't understand her. Prabha thought she said 'kshiira'."

Jaya moaned next me, "Sheer. Sheer." She looked up and her eyes met mine, longingly.

Bankim took up the story. "That means 'milk' in Sanskrit. We gave her some milk, and then she started talking, but we only picked up a little. It sounded like Hindi, but was really different at time. It definitely wasn't Gujarati, and if it was Sanskrit, then Prabha would've known."

"Sheer."

I couldn't bear it anymore.

"Bhai, get me some milk, quick." My brother dashed off, and I asked Prabha to stop. I guess she was sort of listening, cuz she nodded, but the kept the book open in case Jaya started a fit again.

Jaya stopped writhing and lay still, but she didn't try to fight us.

"I have to meet him. Please, let me go. I have to meet him tonight." Jaya's eyes locked on mine.

"Dad, it's Urdu." Common Urdu and Hindi are essentially spoken the same way nowadays, even though their scripts differ. Hindi in the news is largely Sanskritized, so as to be more "Indian," but Urdu is largely Persianized. My ears perked at some of the borrowed Persian words, and her pronunciation.

"We're getting you milk. Who do you need to meet?" I tried to respond in Hindi, my effort embarrassingly clumsy at best, but she seemed to get it.

"My fiance. He's at home and I need to get back. He said he'd come meet me in the city and he never came! I need to meet him, TONIGHT!" This was definitely not Jaya's voice. It was much deeper, still womanly, but more breathy. Some of the sounds she was making were definitely Persian. The way she said "mulaaqaat," for example.

My dad talked to her and tried to get more info, but she just kept repeating herself.

My brother brought the cup of milk and gave it to her, but she didn't drink it. She started to move and Prabha started to chant again, but my mom stopped her.

"Let's help her up, and see where she goes."

Bankim and Kalpit basically carried her out of the house towards the road, her pointing with her hand, and my dad and me trying to help translate. We went up the road a bit until she asked us to stop.

Fuck, if I thought things were weird before...

The dew was setting, and a low fog sort of came up the road. Jaya apparently got her strength back, because all of a sudden, she ran forwards a bit, pushing Bankim and Kalpit out of the way. She didn't even spill a drop of milk.

About 10 feet ahead, she beamed and started talking really excitedly. We didn't want to move closer and we couldn't really hear well from where we were, so we just kind of watched. She lifted up her cup and tilted it forwards, as if she were making someone drink from it. We watched as the whole cup tipped until it was almost horizontal, and no milk came out. Then, she fell over.

We rushed to her side to see if she was okay but she was totally passed out. We looked around for the glass, and it was set straight up in the dirt, empty. There was no milk anywhere around.

She came to a little while later, after she was carried back inside. She had no recollection of what happened at all.

When we saw them on our next trip, 4 years later, Viru-mama said she hadn't had any fits and things were good, especially with her 3- and 2-year old kids making mischief. At one point, Jaya and I were alone, and she mentioned that she had had some really vivid dreams that she only told Kalpit about, and another incident.

The whole family had gone with Gopal's parents to the next village over to see him. She and Prabha stayed home with the kids for a night or two, and some of the older kids around the village helped them out with the chores. Jaya heard Prabha screech in the middle of the night and went to go find her, but she was gone.

Jaya wandered around the whole house, and then ran outside and noticed her in the middle of the road. When she got close by, Prabha just collapsed. Jaya's eyes widened a bit and as she whispered in hushed tones -

"There was a cup, floating in the air nearby. I've never seen anything like it and I was so afraid! Then, it slowly floated down and set itself on the ground. After that, Prabha woke up. She never remembered anything, either. I guess I see why you were all so afraid, too."

Then her 3-year-old ran into the room. She put her arms around him, smiling and saying, "Looks like you and your brother will have some more playmates soon!"



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"Do you have a cigarette?"

Some time ago, I went with my family to India to spend a few months with my family. Life's more laid back for people who earn in America, since the equivalency of things like food, clothes, and cleaning is in our favor. Electronics and internet access are comparable or more expensive in certain cases, and so we decided to stay relatively tech-free.

We ended up going to spend some time in my mother's family's village, where her mom had grown up. Riding on some of the roads in the middle of Gujarat was definitely an interesting sight. It's almost like the American countryside, but without paved roads, rest areas, and towns with nice restaurants. It was definitely fun, though, seeing some wilder forests and old bridges on our way out there. I had a good time with my cousins and my mom's cousins, so I decided to stay a little longer after my parents and brother went back into the city.

Nights went by and we shared stories. We talked about how life was different across the world and the topic eventually came around to the supernatural. Rural India has a lot of interesting different kinds of ghosts and ghouls. Vetaals are sort of between zombies and vampires, for example.

My mom's cousin started to talk about how when he was young, he'd go off with his friends and play in the woods, and one day they met a jhand. These particular ghosts were spirits of travelers lost on the road, who usually asked for some assistance. You wouldn't really know anything was wrong until you looked down and saw their feet were on backwards. Him and his friends found a stray boy in the forest with a lost look in his eyes, asking for the road to the fort. They sort of got creeped out, because the only thing he could have been talking about was the city of Ahmedabad. It was a fort a few hundred years ago (there are still gates all around the city that are now monuments to its history), but it's been a city instead for a while.

They noticed his clothes were a little funny, his dhoti was torn, and then they saw he had his feet on backwards. They freaked and booked it home, staying away from the woods for a long time after that. We all kind of laughed at the ridiculousness of the story, but gave the woods on the edge of town a wary look. On the whole, though, it was a great time.

A week flew by, and I had plans to meet up with my brother and cousins for shopping early the next morning. My cousin in the village, Gopal, said he'd be happy to take me into the city that night. He started up his motorcycle (two-wheelers are abundant in India because they're cheap transportation). I got on back and we made our way slowly and carefully along the road back to Ahmedabad. We saw some people walking around in the villages we passed and a few cars on the road, but not much more.

We passed a section of road that went through the forest. I hadn't remembered that from the drive out, but Gopal probably took a different route knowing what was safer and what wasn't. We eased up a bit around a sharp bend, and suddenly, his engine died. We stopped in the middle of a dark road right in front of a small bridge over a stream.

Confused, he asked me to get down and help him take a look to see if there was anything wrong. No leaks, no stray problems. He goes to give it a kick-start, but the engine won't turn over.

"Do you have a cigarette?"

We both jumped nearly out of our skin. There was a guy leaning up against one of the vaad trees nearby (peepal, or Sacred Fig tree). He looked a little creepy and was standing in the shade just off of the road so we couldn't see him very well.

"Sorry?" I managed to ask.

"Give me a cigarette. I'm lost and had a bad day. I just need a smoke."

Gopal motioned for me to back up towards the bike. "Sorry, man, we don't smoke." He kicked again, and the engine came to life. I hopped on, feeling very weirded out and glad to leave.

We were crossing the bridge and I let out a sigh, and just then, a feeling of dread passed over me. The wind was starting to pick up speed, as were we, but then out of nowhere-

"WHY DIDN'T YOU GIVE ME A CIGARETTE!" A harsh voice, rasping out a shout that was stifled enough to be a whisper. Loud and soft at the same time, it came from right behind my left ear. I jumped a bit, and snapped my head to the left to see a gruesome face filled with rage and demanding sympathy.

You know, I almost felt for him, too. Then I noticed that his head was floating next to me, and his neck and torso stretched over the bridge back to where that guy was standing. His fucking legs were still under the tree. I swear, if I could see his feet, they'd have been fucking backwards.

I couldn't move or talk out of fear. I must have thrown off Gopal's balance a bit when I was snapped my head around because I noticed we slowed down a bit.

Frantically, I started to smack his side with my right hand. Lucky for me, he looked over his left shoulder instead of his right. If he hadn't... Anyway, he looks over his left, his eyes widen with fear, and whoosh.

He give it a hell of a lot of gas and we got the fuck out of there. We ended up making it home safely, though all kinds of shaken up. Gopal stayed overnight and left during the day, and since the village doesn't really have internet access or reliable phone service, so I didn't really know if he'd gotten home okay.

A week later, Gopal and his dad came to visit us before we left the city, and I was obviously glad that he was okay. I had told my mom the story, but no one else. It wasn't until she saw the fear on Gopal's face when I mentioned it that she believed me. They decided to pick up a carton of cigarettes on their way back to the village. Just in case anything happened in the future.



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Walking down the hall

I had a great-aunt, at least that's what I think she is. Don't really know in English, but she's my father's mother's sister-in-law. My family was among those who were closer to her. My grandmother got along really well with her, and her being a badass matriarchal figure, that meant my great-aunt got a lot of cred in the family passed down with my grandma.

We're Indian and my grandparents live with us, and it was after a particularly eventful week this story takes place. A cousin of ours got married with Thursday and Friday being devoted to religious functions and some partying in the evening. Then on Saturday, the wedding was held in the morning and a pretty huge (by our standards) reception that lasted throughout the night. My grandparents went to wish the couple a good future, and our whole family had a pretty great time. My great-aunt was among those laughing and dancing with the kids and enjoying herself.

Then, Monday night, we got a phone call that said she was sick and put in the hospital. Tuesday morning we found out it was pneumonia, and then Tuesday night she passed away with filled lungs. The funeral was set to go on Thursday morning. I was in high school at the time and my parents were on later schedules, so I told my family I'd wake them up when I left for school.

Thursday morning, I'm out of the shower, looking in the mirror to fix my hair and tie (my friend-circle followed what we called "Dress for Success Thursdays" despite dressing HORRENDOUSLY normally). It was pretty temperate but I felt a sudden chill. My hair started to stand on end, though there was no sudden pang of fear or panic.

I saw my great-aunt walk up towards the bathroom door, off a few feet to my left. I saw her in the mirror turn and look at me. And I turned to the door to see her walk farther up the hall. She looked like she had come from my brother's room and had passed my grandparents' room on the way. I saw her out of the corner of my eye while I saw her reflection, then I saw her reflection and her DEAD ON, SIMULTANEOUSLY. Then, I walked out of the bathroom and saw a faint cloud dissipate in the beams of sunlight shining through the windows of the living room. Obviously reminded of her funeral, I went to remind my parents, and asked them if they had heard or seen anything. They had no idea.

She looked to be checking up on us, making sure we were all okay. I consider myself pretty spiritual by Hindu standards, though not in the orthodox way. I was not grief-stricken at all by her death because she had celebrated life, and though it was sudden, I knew that she lived well and was thankful that she didn't really suffer. I was amazed that out of anyone in my family, I was the only one who had seen her. At number family engagements since, I've asked around and no one had any similar experience.

It's sort of interesting, too. I'm not proselyting, but some context/background helps here... My family's all Hindu. We believe in reincarnation and karma and all of that. It's not that ghosts don't happen, but they're kind of a special case, at least if they linger for very long. Since no one has had any experience of her since the funeral, I think it's safe to assume she moved on, but it was cool to catch that glimpse of her between dying and departing.

I'll never forget the look in her eye though: a definite look of detached concern. I don't think I've ever seen anyone else with that particular expression before or after. You could tell she was... gone.



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An Island of Fog in the Road

Hey all. This is one of my first posts; I'm more of a lurker, but try to comment when I can. I found /r/nosleep about an hour ago, and I'm inspired by "Sam" (http://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/hnvbl/sam/) and a few other amazing posts to share my experience.

I'm usually a skeptic, and if I hadn't seen this with my own eyes I don't think I'd have believed it. Make of it what you will.

I live in a pretty large town in Southern NJ, but I know it all pretty well, not to mention most of the county. There's a section of town (Cologne) which is mostly farmland with some forest between properties. I have a good friend who lives out there and I was house sitting for her family last summer.
I got out of work late at around 9pm and was speeding the barren streets so I could do some star gazing before bed. Being a warm night, some fog started popping up, and with the threat of deer at every turn, I decided to slow down and turn the brights on. Out of nowhere comes this huge island of fog in the middle of the street, and I see startled face turning towards me. You know that slow-motion sense that happens with adrenaline? I could have watched a hummingbird's wings in that moment.
It was a stunning young woman, roughly the same as my own 24 years. I slammed my foot on the brakes but my tires lost their grip on the slick road, the whole car skidding forwards alarmingly quickly. My heart skipped a beat as I braced for the thump of when I'd hit this beautiful girl, and just for an instant, my eyes met hers. She ceased to seem startled and her gaze hardened a bit. Her bright blue eyes trapped mine. In that moment, all I could do was lament over her lost beauty. Her straight hair cascading over her shoulders, the soft-but-not-plain curves of her cheeks, her bright, bright shining blue eyes... Shining?

Her gaze penetrated me and I felt a cold chill just as the hood of my car thumped. Or when it would have thumped.

Instead, I watched, shocked, as the fog parted around my vehicle, but the girl passed through the inside of my car. My neck and torso turned as did hers, our eyes fixed and locked until finally, she passed through the rear windshield. I blinked, and I saw the corner of mouth turn into a wry smile. I felt my heart beat, my jaw hanging open, and my mouth dry, but still I watched her. I was transfixed. She giggled. Just a slight laugh, not creepy like a child's, not warm like a woman's. And then, she closed her eyes.

I blinked, and she was gone. She took the fog with her. The whisper of her chuckle echoed in my mind the rest of the way home, and I couldn't sleep. The funniest thing about the whole episode? I wasn't panicking that I thought I almost killed a young woman. I wasn't confused over what she was. I wasn't even creeped out by her briefest little laugh. I was enraptured, haunted by how beautiful she was. Even now, as I recall this incident, I can see her face: shocked and discerning, not as if I had almost killed her, but as if I'd stolen an innocent kiss.

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An Intro

I realized that after posting lots of fun horror-themed short stories on the internet, it would probably be a good idea as a writer to create a fiction portfolio. As such, here is a running collection of pieces I've put together and posted elsewhere. These will largely come from Reddit, though I suspect things that I write for contests and as submissions for other sites will also go here. Each post will have a label citing where it was posted originally.

Should you be interested in publishing a piece of mine, please refrain from doing so without my permission. There may be some necessary context and stipulations for some of these pieces. I don't mean to say that I will disallow it, only that you email me first so that I'm aware of it and so forth.

Enjoy your stay!